Craving. so strong now. days crossed on the calendar when does it stop inside? what will it be today? thought and repeat..and repeat...Not trying to amuse you, trying to figure this shit out for myself ,not here to be above you. I'm fucked up, broken all inside as well. And all i really want is the one who will claim me. thought and repeat...and repeat. It goes round, around, comes back around to beat you in the head. It goes back around until the aha moment comes and the craving is dead (it never really dies) Dress me up, and fill me with words, all very good intentions. Point me in the right direction but i fold in society, the normals, and misconceptions. And I just want to meet the one who can tame me. thought and repeat and repeat!It goes round, around, comes back around to beat you in the head. It goes back around until the aha moment comes and the craving is dead. Same mistake over and again. do you watch me walk in circles? I see the smile cross your face. I'm feeling like a child all alone once more; need u to take my small hand. I just need to put my back against this wall for a minute. Let me rest here for awhile. Time spent tied up in dominance...it feeds, feels like home sometimes. Time spent whipped into submission, I almost fell in line. But you don't know...my wings close at my back. I don't really wear the cage well. i just like to play dress up for awhile. With the key pressed between my lips, I taste the freedom to come. Now I been lost in this great big maze for awhile, twisted up in all the crazy gears. The machine has swallowed me whole once more, I can't see where I been. You just got to take me home. I've taken hammer and nail and made this grand machine! Pushing ever forward, can't stumble for a feeling! Keep it moving are the words that I scream as it tumbles all around me, laid asunder by a piece of glass caught up in the wheel.